A lot of times I'm sitting at home or in my office and I terribly want to write an entry into this online journal, but I just don't know what to say. Do I say something about Eddie? Do I talk about my day? Do I just post random rubbish that crosses my mind? And ultimately, I come back to the former. This tribute, this entire site really, was created for Eddie and I felt as though I should be compelled to only write entries that are related to him.
Though I have a numerous thoughts about Eddie throughout the day, I can't seem to express them well enough in words and so that leads me to not post anything at all. So I thought about it some more. Is it better to write something than nothing? And I finally figured that, yes, it is. My problem has been straigntening out the thoughts in my head, ranging from the mundane to thoughts about Eddie. And so as i slowly release the mundane topics out of my mind, perhaps I can then put the feelings/memories of Eddie into words once again.
Writing is therapeutic...