Dear Mom,
I thought I would start by telling you that I LOVE you soooo super much and miss you everyday as well. But that I also had a nightmear about you again. I havent had one of those since I lived in Kansas as far as I remember. I just wanted to tell you that in the nightmear you had a knife and poked it at my ear and then told me not to tell Dr. Mcdonald or anyone. Then I told on you anyways because I was scared. I woke up from it this morning scared and crying and had to call Dad. I know its not real and was just a nightmear. I also know you would never have done that at all. My boyfriend, Lyle, has a theory that the pain I felt from the knife might symbolize the emotional hurt I feel from you passing away. Even though one was physical pain it still might really be standing for the emotional pain. I like that answer alot better then the fear I was feeling. I didnt think I would have a nighmear about you almost ever again. Anyways, Im sorry to have ruined your day if I did with any nightmears I had about you. You know and I know that I loved you and still do love you very much. I always will in fact love you no matter what. Boy how I wish you where here pretty much everyday of my life. That way things would be so much easier/better for me, at least things would feel better. Anyways, I miss you soooo much. I love you as well.
From, your daughter Andi