Hi Eddie,
I'm not sure what to say here except I hope and pray that you're in a happy and comforting place where ever you are now. Although you are no longer here physically, spritually, the life and memories you had with your loved ones still live on. I think the only memories I had with you are shown in my baby pictures; when i turned one month and one year old. Honestly, these are moments where people start to fear for the "unknown". I hope that in your journey you were fearless, courageous, and surrounded yourself with family and loved ones. 
Winnie