Today, Sept. 18, 2007 marks the 2nd anniversary of Becky's passing and I still miss her as much as I did the year before. Some days are better than others. I still have moments when I miss her so much I can actually feel the ache in my heart so much it causes me physical pain. It's at times like those that I feel like I did in the days right after her death. It doesn't seem possible that 2 years have gone by since I last saw and talked to her. I miss her so much. I sometimes call her house and hope that the answering machine will pick up just so I can hear her voice again. Her husband has not changed the tape yet, and to be truthful, I hope he never does. It seems that when I am needing to hear her voice the most, I need to call him and he won't be home and the machine will pick up. I love hearing her voice and it actually calms me and makes me feel that she is nearby.
I miss you more than ever Becky and there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you and wish you were here.
I love you.