Dear Al
Tonight I think of you again. I am very thankful that on your last breath of life you thought of me and made your soul presence known around me by touching my hair while calling my name. I knew it was your voice so I whispered your name back thinking you were there beside me while having my nap. But it was your silhouette I saw on the wall in your uniform not knowing that it was your soul then visiting me and saying goodbye. How I wished I had a camera tnen to capture those last moments even if it was only your spirit.
I am very grateful for that because we met in my school for the first time and you said your good byes in my school for the last time. That night you showed up again but you were up there on the sky smiling up at me waving till i saw you no more.
This is the only way I can tell you how much I cared and loved you too through all these 41 years past. You will always be in my thoughts, in my heart and for every passing day that counts. I really missed you so much that I can't cry anymore even if I wanted to. I am only living to the present because of you by reliving those few moments and memories of your brief stay with me.
I am always praying for your soul especially on All Souls Day and when a big butterfy flew on my doorstep, i prayed and asked for forgiveness until that butterfly died in my home and then I felt all the sadness and loneliness creeping deep within my bones. Now I knew it was you in that form of a monach butterfly.
Al, we will be together next time when the time comes for me to disappear and be sure to welcome me for it was you I only wanted to be with.
Love you always and forever,
Lena