Mom,
I know its been a while since I have actually talked to you on here or at all... As I write this I am starting to feel sad and also lonely because I dont have you here with me anymore... Even though I may have a new boyfriend now, who is really awesome and great and perfect for me, it still doesnt replace the hole in my heart/body, that I had thought had almost heeled... Not heeled completly but fixed up enough that I could return to life somewhat more stable than when you died... I wish every day that you where here... But you cant be, so instead you are watching me from above, you are also sending love and happyness torwards me... As in you are the reason that I have lyle in my life, as well as Kim, Sarah C. and others... And I want to say thank you for that as well... I miss you so much and hope every day that someday I will be able to see you again weather it's in heaven or on Earth... You where one of the best things that I remember about my life... I now live every day because you gave me the streangth to want to live now and somewhat again... I love you so super much and miss you every day...
Love your only daughter, Andi