Dear mom,
hi mom! sorry if its been a while since i wrote you on here. i just wanted to tell you everything since i ladt talked to uou here. as you should now know grandma bonnie loeb died and is in heaven with you now. please take good care of grandma for dad and i. tell her that dad and i and every one misses her greatly please. i love you very much still to this day. i still do struggle with your passing on my birthday,your birthday, christmas, and really any holiday and really more so on mothers day. its been hard without you to continue to help me and guide me. also i am still with my boyfriend lyle and have been for three years now. we now live in a trailer at a trailer park... i know that doesnt make you happy as far as i know... but we are doing what we need to do until lyle can get a job and help out more than just with unemployment. which should be soon hopefully. i just want to tell you that i cry alot more now and when i do and dont know what its about i cry up at the sky asking god why he took you from dad and i? i still wonder to this day if i had made you stop and let me stay home with you could i have helped save you? i guess i will never know. i love you so very much! goodbye for now.
love, andi