Dear nealann, Hj it's your sister again. I talked to a friend, who usuallyy always gives me good advice and I need to leave J alone and let him have his space. No matter how painful it is to not be able to go to your home. I'm doing better, I'm sad as hell and cry everyday but I went to a NA meeting, that was surprisiongly good, maybe it was just good to be in a meeting, but I'm going to keep going. Anyway I just wanted to say I love you. keri
