Dad,
There's not a day that goes by when i don't wanna cry and break down.The only thing's that keep me going is knowing you're not in pain anymore ,that your with your Mother,and everybody else that has left before you,or just remembering that even when you we're sick you tried to make me laugh still you would tell me when i get my license back your going to be the first one i take for a ride,,and that was one thing that i looked forward too,along with you getting better dad there's so many thing's that i wanted to say to you now and even more before,we both had our faults,but no matter what i could never say that i hated you or stay mad at you for anything,, your passing took me off of my feet totally,,it's so hrd to explain how i felt and still how i feel,alotta people say that it gets easier and i think, what they mean to say is ,,maube one day you won't cry as mich as the rest but it doesnt get easier,,to think of all the things that we we're robbed of walking me down the aisle when the time comes seeing your grand children being born seeing me grauate everything thing little and bigg,there are so many things that i wish that i could take back say and doo,, and thats what hurts the most knowing i wont get too do any of them thing's,,but i am thankful of what we did have and that is true unconditional love and a bond unbreakable ,,,i'll miss you everyday and i know that wont change,and if anything comes outta this i love more and deeper and cheerish every family memeber that i do have ,and the time that i have with them,not taking anything for granted ,,i love you so much and miss you more then words can say but hey dad remember this,,,,,,That girl looked like she got Flea's lol Always my love And always your baby girl Sara,,