Dad I have been having a real hard time with you being gone, but today I swear I heard your voice telling me I'm ok baby I'm ok. Strange as it maybe today was the first time I havent broke down and cried at least 5 times. I know you are in heaven watching me now but I would love for you to be here just so I could talk to you. I miss you so much but I am happy to know you have no more pain. I know that me wanting you back here is selfish but I know I will see you again one day, I love you Daddy